XxRavenShadowxX

14 years despondent of life 7 hours living for tomorrow 9 minutes falling from grace 31 seconds building a wall around my heart

Years ago i meade a choice, i decided that no one would ever break my heart again. I chose to lock it away in a box and never allow the pain they caused to see the light of day. Centuries, centuries alone; living in the bowls of the earth, learning all her secrets. Centuries of no emotion, a bleak empty void, just existing day to day doing what i must to survive. Then i heard it, the footsteps coming closer, i felt it, the fluttering of my long dead heart, the rejocing; it had found its mate. I rain, i didn't know what else to do, i wouldn't survive another heartbreak, i wouldn't. Ten years past and i once again felt that familiar fluttering

My path, my course, my destiny; it as all lead me to this point, to this decision. Will i give in? Will i destroy everything i have worked so hard for, or will i fight. will i choose to be alone, to give up my independence, give up my heart. I love him, that is all i am sure of, and i want to be eith him, but i cannot give up my nomadic lifestyle, my world of travel and adventure. what do i do? Part of me says i should go. Do i listen to my heart, or do i listen to me soul. Can i be happy, is that me destiny?